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Colours
Colours

I remember when Life was a time without words and only colours Words they arrived fast at last As did words for colours I can’t see these colours now There’s only adaptation If I can see those colours, I’ll go blind I feel through infrared at night I hear each crack along the wall Legs […]

Indifferent
Indifferent

You started out, looking just like me And when we split off at the fork in that other mother It had somehow turned into another world Just another path, a routine substitution Let me prove to you, that you too, are gray inside Extrusion is a superficial game Bone, bile, skin and muscle And nothing […]

Next Stop
Next Stop

The aliens arrived and they read our DNA just like a book. They had no interest in our words. They sampled the oceans and its diseases, a pathology specimen from the self destructive damsel of this solar system, an off smelling primordial soup which has sat on the counter for too long, infested with small […]

Traces
Traces

I live with my past on the surface We turn inside out and outside in again It’s not a thing I haven’t seen before I came, I heard and saw you More bare than this old scratching pole Sitting in the corner silent With that blue glow to your face I still don’t know If […]

Future Diaries: She, Robot
Future Diaries: She, Robot

I used to be creative. I used to make music, construct images, to write, to draw. I used to have a thirst to learn. Now I am petty and self absorbed, I have turned out just like my father. I am a one dimensional character paralyzed by self awareness, full of self loathing. But I […]

Jumpsuit
Jumpsuit

Locked so many eyes Turned away that many signs Exorcised most feelings And simmered down the tides too high Returning greetings from white knuckled fists Buckled daily, but did not return Faced straight to what the crooked say To reach a resolution, one is patient Must wait through, ’til crack of day I’ve locked so […]

In the Middle
In the Middle

There’s someone standing guard In the center tower Watch your hands, don’t point your fingers Your neighbor’s behaving better It’s a competition In dark pipes underwater, you are connected together Throw another stone at their glass ceiling No fist can bring back creditation Each punch more power for evil’s impregnation They are chosen, you are […]

Wearing Hides
Wearing Hides

Down at the fork in the road you are damned Internalize or break law in symmetry, Follow fate safe along these parallel scars, of past in present Inflammation lingers longer, it will linger tightly, a reminding message It’s predictable on you Be the better man, girl Retribution’s gift bears broken teeth Your mother told you […]

The Mountain
The Mountain

Floods the river, caves the mountain Dragging out these fantasies of disappointment Follow me out by border’s way Passive, leading by my side Cracking strata clears a stage for two Guilt is green, as I am clear You’re colour blind and I can’t hear Ignorance is bliss War is familial Hands will tear At those, […]

Atomic Man
Atomic Man

Stepping stones appear in muddy waters Step by step with limited vision Step half-man and walk obtund Breathe in through your iron lungs Between the eyes of jury duty Chosen ones of convenient suiting Bound possibilities by book read of recessions In the dirt His brain is losing its last depressions He walks, he runs […]

Next
Next

Yank my chain down to a Path further down the flowchart As we look over our shoulders Wondering what could’ve been if we had Acted accordingly to tradition not Fragmentation of the backwards tracking mind What if What if What if Pathology of action is a pathology inside An obsession by impressions caused by Fragmentation […]

Tools
Tools

Pigment indigo can’t clear the way for your blue child Fuck your genes, your pretty consciousness We’ve got something for everyone Greasy 48 ladder steps ain’t much of a climb Fantasy of heavens fog over your eyes JC or CGJ in death still waste your time Redundancy determined, stocked nuts for winter Time only will […]

The Family
The Family

In the shadow of yesterday’s man is one side of us A binary game of snakes and ladders tempting fate Murder business mid-wives, freed from agency at one incision Stretched skin tanning, splayed upon a rash decision Through burnt lips we have drunk the broth Through eroded teeth we’ve lost control Chew what’s left that’s […]

A story without REM sleep
A story without REM sleep

If you could only see what I can see Black mirror mind, if you could taste the air I breathe A sight photograph, artefacted lost moment in time If seen through the heart of an Iris, inversion The price is increased as it flees, eye of mine Through this abstraction layer you too can see […]

The Black Box
The Black Box

Birds fall out of the sky all the time They might love and they might cry Seasons change, it doesn’t matter Birdies never say goodbye When Kodamas mourn inside Free of mental ties that bind Going backwards not in numbers Debriding holes inside your mind Birdies fly and birdies talk Prisoners chained to their yolk […]

The Door
The Door

As I sped down the hallways I am terrified, terrified Two more stories ’til you see the door Running terrified, terrified Are we part of the system Birthing us to our doom Smoking mirrors they show us Brothers and sisters Reeling in chaos Running back to our tombs As we sped down the hallways We […]

Yellow pavers
Yellow pavers

Autumn leaves trickle down like bile Bloody bandages on trees Yellow pavers line the pathways Where we learnt to practise our disease As we are tearing through the rubble Wiping off the dust of shame The mob has found a perpetrator But only dead are here to blame Potholes fill the barren roads Where toy […]

Future Diaries: Esrever
Future Diaries: Esrever

I dashed quickly out of her greasy hands, past the bodyguard onto the street, zipping my jeans back up under the floodlamp behind my head, unsatisfied. The rain, backlit begun vacuuming back its own tears in reverse as underneath my feet, the water was gluttonously purged out by the storm drain. Innocence was gained. Time […]

421
421

Of the Eros and Ego, an urge for construction The defective goes by his own hands The superior prototype fears death As weak of strong will, plead for destruction Short tooth cuts itself on long days His darkened skin’s been burning for years Illusory desire flickers fluorescent He sits on the corner of bed, undressed […]

Glass of Water
Glass of Water

In slow motion Two eyes widen A glass of water hits the floor And we’re moving with slow notions In a wait for something more

Future Diaries: Mirrors Pt.1 – Introduction
Future Diaries: Mirrors Pt.1 - Introduction

“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.” – C.G. Jung When somebody fantasizes about an illegal action, are they a criminal? When an undesired individual features you their sexual daydream, outside of your own control, with no authorization, is it a […]

Future Diaries: One connectome under ode
Future Diaries: One connectome under ode

One connectome, one mind. We are the future joined by experience. We walk around, and talk and see as future predictions derived from similar neural maps, guiding us in a semi organized crowd to the factory where we tie shoes. We have in fact become better than automatons in the third world and life is […]

Skip lid
Skip lid

If you believe you won’t perish before your descendants are torn into atoms apart, you’ll need to look at the world from a lesser distance to start to understand universal love for it is loud as a boom that’s sonic, not bourne of sexuality, nor in nature Platonic. It is an absence of anxiety which […]

From near as from far
From near as from far

The first photon seen in life Made of love born of violence And sheep clothing of determination Zoom out, it’s like a fractal Even a virgin’s teeth Still live between the lips She is beclawed By inheritance, hips mortal When the first half of us Swam to a new home The unlucky drowned headfirst Burned […]